O Estige é bem mais cruel que o Mediterrâneo.
Os gregos, que cruzam azuis longos em seus barcos velozes, são humilhados pelo leito de um rio.
Corra-se pela praia, e dê-se o corpo às ondas, ao vendaval. Se carregado por barco, longe vá. Aporte. Conheça novas terras, novas pessoas, novos cheiros, novos velhos.
Mas o rio permanece intransponível. O Barqueiro, guardem-No os Deuses sempre em boa sorte, não é dado a piedades.
Mas se o castigo de Hades é ver logo ali, do outro lado do rio, a distância de uma vela só, aqueles amados perdidos que se vão e nas sombras deixam-se estar, o Deus Rico também sabe ser preciso e professor.
A distância do rio é curta de uma margem à outra para que a saudade passe a nado. Ou que a lembrança caminhe sobre as águas, jamais detida.
A piada cruel desse jogo de águas é que os corpos queimam e de um jeito ou outro se esfarelam, misturando-se às terras dos outros mundos. Mas a alma, ou que quer que seja isso e o que quer que sobre dela, está à distância de um pensamento.
E em se tratando de águas, por onde vão os desbravadores ou por onde chegam os invasores, ao invés de se visitar nas lembranças os amores e os amigos mortos, pode ser que eles venham aportar por um breve instante onde estamos. Mas nunca quando olhamos o mar.
segunda-feira, 27 de abril de 2015
domingo, 5 de abril de 2015
"One day she was discovered", by Michael Pastore
One day she was discovered
after her final breath
So honest in her lifetime
and yet she cheated death.
Undying in her goodness
enduring in her touch
immortal in her poetry
she loved so much.
after her final breath
So honest in her lifetime
and yet she cheated death.
Undying in her goodness
enduring in her touch
immortal in her poetry
she loved so much.
~ by Michael Pastore
(to Emily Dickinson?)
quinta-feira, 26 de fevereiro de 2015
An Essay on Man, Epistle II ::: Alexander Pope
I.
Know then thyself, presume not God to scan;
The proper study of mankind is man.
Plac'd on this isthmus of a middle state,
A being darkly wise, and rudely great:
With too much knowledge for the sceptic side,
With too much weakness for the stoic's pride,
He hangs between; in doubt to act, or rest;
In doubt to deem himself a god, or beast;
In doubt his mind or body to prefer;
Born but to die, and reas'ning but to err;
Alike in ignorance, his reason such,
Whether he thinks too little, or too much:
Chaos of thought and passion, all confus'd;
Still by himself abus'd, or disabus'd;
Created half to rise, and half to fall;
Great lord of all things, yet a prey to all;
Sole judge of truth, in endless error hurl'd:
The glory, jest, and riddle of the world!
Go, wondrous creature! mount where science guides,
Go, measure earth, weigh air, and state the tides;
Instruct the planets in what orbs to run,
Correct old time, and regulate the sun;
Go, soar with Plato to th' empyreal sphere,
To the first good, first perfect, and first fair;
Or tread the mazy round his follow'rs trod,
And quitting sense call imitating God;
As Eastern priests in giddy circles run,
And turn their heads to imitate the sun.
Go, teach Eternal Wisdom how to rule—
Then drop into thyself, and be a fool!
Superior beings, when of late they saw
A mortal Man unfold all Nature's law,
Admir'd such wisdom in an earthly shape,
And showed a Newton as we shew an Ape.
Could he, whose rules the rapid comet bind,
Describe or fix one movement of his mind?
Who saw its fires here rise, and there descend,
Explain his own beginning, or his end?
Alas what wonder! Man's superior part
Uncheck'd may rise, and climb from art to art;
But when his own great work is but begun,
What Reason weaves, by Passion is undone.
Trace science then, with modesty thy guide;
First strip off all her equipage of pride;
Deduct what is but vanity, or dress,
Or learning's luxury, or idleness;
Or tricks to show the stretch of human brain,
Mere curious pleasure, or ingenious pain;
Expunge the whole, or lop th' excrescent parts
Of all our Vices have created Arts;
Then see how little the remaining sum,
Which serv'd the past, and must the times to come!
II.
Two principles in human nature reign;
Self-love, to urge, and reason, to restrain;
Nor this a good, nor that a bad we call,
Each works its end, to move or govern all:
And to their proper operation still,
Ascribe all good; to their improper, ill.
Self-love, the spring of motion, acts the soul;
Reason's comparing balance rules the whole.
Man, but for that, no action could attend,
And but for this, were active to no end:
Fix'd like a plant on his peculiar spot,
To draw nutrition, propagate, and rot;
Or, meteor-like, flame lawless through the void,
Destroying others, by himself destroy'd.
Most strength the moving principle requires;
Active its task, it prompts, impels, inspires.
Sedate and quiet the comparing lies,
Form'd but to check, delib'rate, and advise.
Self-love still stronger, as its objects nigh;
Reason's at distance, and in prospect lie:
That sees immediate good by present sense;
Reason, the future and the consequence.
Thicker than arguments, temptations throng,
At best more watchful this, but that more strong.
The action of the stronger to suspend,
Reason still use, to reason still attend.
Attention, habit and experience gains;
Each strengthens reason, and self-love restrains.
Let subtle schoolmen teach these friends to fight,
More studious to divide than to unite,
And grace and virtue, sense and reason split,
With all the rash dexterity of wit:
Wits, just like fools, at war about a name,
Have full as oft no meaning, or the same.
Self-love and reason to one end aspire,
Pain their aversion, pleasure their desire;
But greedy that its object would devour,
This taste the honey, and not wound the flow'r:
Pleasure, or wrong or rightly understood,
Our greatest evil, or our greatest good.
III.
Modes of self-love the passions we may call:
'Tis real good, or seeming, moves them all:
But since not every good we can divide,
And reason bids us for our own provide;
Passions, though selfish, if their means be fair,
List under reason, and deserve her care;
Those, that imparted, court a nobler aim,
Exalt their kind, and take some virtue's name.
In lazy apathy let Stoics boast
Their virtue fix'd, 'tis fix'd as in a frost;
Contracted all, retiring to the breast;
But strength of mind is exercise, not rest:
The rising tempest puts in act the soul,
Parts it may ravage, but preserves the whole.
On life's vast ocean diversely we sail,
Reason the card, but passion is the gale;
Nor God alone in the still calm we find,
He mounts the storm, and walks upon the wind.
Passions, like elements, though born to fight,
Yet, mix'd and soften'd, in his work unite:
These 'tis enough to temper and employ;
But what composes man, can man destroy?
Suffice that reason keep to nature's road,
Subject, compound them, follow her and God.
Love, hope, and joy, fair pleasure's smiling train,
Hate, fear, and grief, the family of pain,
These mix'd with art, and to due bounds confin'd,
Make and maintain the balance of the mind:
The lights and shades, whose well accorded strife
Gives all the strength and colour of our life.
Pleasures are ever in our hands or eyes,
And when in act they cease, in prospect, rise:
Present to grasp, and future still to find,
The whole employ of body and of mind.
All spread their charms, but charm not all alike;
On diff'rent senses diff'rent objects strike;
Hence diff'rent passions more or less inflame,
As strong or weak, the organs of the frame;
And hence one master passion in the breast,
Like Aaron's serpent, swallows up the rest.
As man, perhaps, the moment of his breath,
Receives the lurking principle of death;
The young disease, that must subdue at length,
Grows with his growth, and strengthens with his strength:
So, cast and mingled with his very frame,
The mind's disease, its ruling passion came;
Each vital humour which should feed the whole,
Soon flows to this, in body and in soul.
Whatever warms the heart, or fills the head,
As the mind opens, and its functions spread,
Imagination plies her dang'rous art,
And pours it all upon the peccant part.
Nature its mother, habit is its nurse;
Wit, spirit, faculties, but make it worse;
Reason itself but gives it edge and pow'r;
As Heav'n's blest beam turns vinegar more sour.
We, wretched subjects, though to lawful sway,
In this weak queen some fav'rite still obey:
Ah! if she lend not arms, as well as rules,
What can she more than tell us we are fools?
Teach us to mourn our nature, not to mend,
A sharp accuser, but a helpless friend!
Or from a judge turn pleader, to persuade
The choice we make, or justify it made;
Proud of an easy conquest all along,
She but removes weak passions for the strong:
So, when small humours gather to a gout,
The doctor fancies he has driv'n them out.
Yes, nature's road must ever be preferr'd;
Reason is here no guide, but still a guard:
'Tis hers to rectify, not overthrow,
And treat this passion more as friend than foe:
A mightier pow'r the strong direction sends,
And sev'ral men impels to sev'ral ends.
Like varying winds, by other passions toss'd,
This drives them constant to a certain coast.
Let pow'r or knowledge, gold or glory, please,
Or (oft more strong than all) the love of ease;
Through life 'tis followed, ev'n at life's expense;
The merchant's toil, the sage's indolence,
The monk's humility, the hero's pride,
All, all alike, find reason on their side.
Th' eternal art educing good from ill,
Grafts on this passion our best principle:
'Tis thus the mercury of man is fix'd,
Strong grows the virtue with his nature mix'd;
The dross cements what else were too refin'd,
And in one interest body acts with mind.
As fruits, ungrateful to the planter's care,
On savage stocks inserted, learn to bear;
The surest virtues thus from passions shoot,
Wild nature's vigor working at the root.
What crops of wit and honesty appear
From spleen, from obstinacy, hate, or fear!
See anger, zeal and fortitude supply;
Ev'n av'rice, prudence; sloth, philosophy;
Lust, through some certain strainers well refin'd,
Is gentle love, and charms all womankind;
Envy, to which th' ignoble mind's a slave,
Is emulation in the learn'd or brave;
Nor virtue, male or female, can we name,
But what will grow on pride, or grow on shame.
Thus nature gives us (let it check our pride)
The virtue nearest to our vice allied:
Reason the byass turns to good from ill,
And Nero reigns a Titus, if he will.
The fiery soul abhorr'd in Catiline,
In Decius charms, in Curtius is divine:
The same ambition can destroy or save,
And make a patriot as it makes a knave.
IV.
This light and darkness in our chaos join'd,
What shall divide? The God within the mind.
Extremes in nature equal ends produce,
In man they join to some mysterious use;
Though each by turns the other's bound invade,
As, in some well-wrought picture, light and shade,
And oft so mix, the diff'rence is too nice
Where ends the virtue, or begins the vice.
Fools! who from hence into the notion fall,
That vice or virtue there is none at all.
If white and black blend, soften, and unite
A thousand ways, is there no black or white?
Ask your own heart, and nothing is so plain;
'Tis to mistake them, costs the time and pain.
V.
Vice is a monster of so frightful mien,
As, to be hated, needs but to be seen;
Yet seen too oft, familiar with her face,
We first endure, then pity, then embrace.
But where th' extreme of vice, was ne'er agreed:
Ask where's the North? at York, 'tis on the Tweed;
In Scotland, at the Orcades; and there,
At Greenland, Zembla, or the Lord knows where:
No creature owns it in the first degree,
But thinks his neighbour farther gone than he!
Ev'n those who dwell beneath its very zone,
Or never feel the rage, or never own;
What happier natures shrink at with affright,
The hard inhabitant contends is right.
VI.
Virtuous and vicious ev'ry man must be,
Few in th' extreme, but all in the degree;
The rogue and fool by fits is fair and wise;
And ev'n the best, by fits, what they despise.
'Tis but by parts we follow good or ill,
For, vice or virtue, self directs it still;
Each individual seeks a sev'ral goal;
But heav'n's great view is one, and that the whole:
That counterworks each folly and caprice;
That disappoints th' effect of ev'ry vice;
That, happy frailties to all ranks applied,
Shame to the virgin, to the matron pride,
Fear to the statesman, rashness to the chief,
To kings presumption, and to crowds belief,
That, virtue's ends from vanity can raise,
Which seeks no int'rest, no reward but praise;
And build on wants, and on defects of mind,
The joy, the peace, the glory of mankind.
Heav'n forming each on other to depend,
A master, or a servant, or a friend,
Bids each on other for assistance call,
'Till one man's weakness grows the strength of all.
Wants, frailties, passions, closer still ally
The common int'rest, or endear the tie:
To these we owe true friendship, love sincere,
Each home-felt joy that life inherits here;
Yet from the same we learn, in its decline,
Those joys, those loves, those int'rests to resign;
Taught half by reason, half by mere decay,
To welcome death, and calmly pass away.
Whate'er the passion, knowledge, fame, or pelf,
Not one will change his neighbour with himself.
The learn'd is happy nature to explore,
The fool is happy that he knows no more;
The rich is happy in the plenty giv'n,
The poor contents him with the care of heav'n.
See the blind beggar dance, the cripple sing,
The sot a hero, lunatic a king;
The starving chemist in his golden views
Supremely blest, the poet in his Muse.
See some strange comfort ev'ry state attend,
And pride bestow'd on all, a common friend;
See some fit passion ev'ry age supply,
Hope travels through, nor quits us when we die.
Behold the child, by nature's kindly law,
Pleas'd with a rattle, tickl'd with a straw:
Some livelier plaything gives his youth delight,
A little louder, but as empty quite:
Scarfs, garters, gold, amuse his riper stage,
And beads and pray'r books are the toys of age:
Pleas'd with this bauble still, as that before;
'Till tir'd he sleeps, and life's poor play is o'er!
Meanwhile opinion gilds with varying rays
Those painted clouds that beautify our days;
Each want of happiness by hope supplied,
And each vacuity of sense by Pride:
These build as fast as knowledge can destroy;
In folly's cup still laughs the bubble, joy;
One prospect lost, another still we gain;
And not a vanity is giv'n in vain;
Ev'n mean self-love becomes, by force divine,
The scale to measure others' wants by thine.
See! and confess, one comfort still must rise,
'Tis this: Though man's a fool, yet God is wise.
Know then thyself, presume not God to scan;
The proper study of mankind is man.
Plac'd on this isthmus of a middle state,
A being darkly wise, and rudely great:
With too much knowledge for the sceptic side,
With too much weakness for the stoic's pride,
He hangs between; in doubt to act, or rest;
In doubt to deem himself a god, or beast;
In doubt his mind or body to prefer;
Born but to die, and reas'ning but to err;
Alike in ignorance, his reason such,
Whether he thinks too little, or too much:
Chaos of thought and passion, all confus'd;
Still by himself abus'd, or disabus'd;
Created half to rise, and half to fall;
Great lord of all things, yet a prey to all;
Sole judge of truth, in endless error hurl'd:
The glory, jest, and riddle of the world!
Go, wondrous creature! mount where science guides,
Go, measure earth, weigh air, and state the tides;
Instruct the planets in what orbs to run,
Correct old time, and regulate the sun;
Go, soar with Plato to th' empyreal sphere,
To the first good, first perfect, and first fair;
Or tread the mazy round his follow'rs trod,
And quitting sense call imitating God;
As Eastern priests in giddy circles run,
And turn their heads to imitate the sun.
Go, teach Eternal Wisdom how to rule—
Then drop into thyself, and be a fool!
Superior beings, when of late they saw
A mortal Man unfold all Nature's law,
Admir'd such wisdom in an earthly shape,
And showed a Newton as we shew an Ape.
Could he, whose rules the rapid comet bind,
Describe or fix one movement of his mind?
Who saw its fires here rise, and there descend,
Explain his own beginning, or his end?
Alas what wonder! Man's superior part
Uncheck'd may rise, and climb from art to art;
But when his own great work is but begun,
What Reason weaves, by Passion is undone.
Trace science then, with modesty thy guide;
First strip off all her equipage of pride;
Deduct what is but vanity, or dress,
Or learning's luxury, or idleness;
Or tricks to show the stretch of human brain,
Mere curious pleasure, or ingenious pain;
Expunge the whole, or lop th' excrescent parts
Of all our Vices have created Arts;
Then see how little the remaining sum,
Which serv'd the past, and must the times to come!
II.
Two principles in human nature reign;
Self-love, to urge, and reason, to restrain;
Nor this a good, nor that a bad we call,
Each works its end, to move or govern all:
And to their proper operation still,
Ascribe all good; to their improper, ill.
Self-love, the spring of motion, acts the soul;
Reason's comparing balance rules the whole.
Man, but for that, no action could attend,
And but for this, were active to no end:
Fix'd like a plant on his peculiar spot,
To draw nutrition, propagate, and rot;
Or, meteor-like, flame lawless through the void,
Destroying others, by himself destroy'd.
Most strength the moving principle requires;
Active its task, it prompts, impels, inspires.
Sedate and quiet the comparing lies,
Form'd but to check, delib'rate, and advise.
Self-love still stronger, as its objects nigh;
Reason's at distance, and in prospect lie:
That sees immediate good by present sense;
Reason, the future and the consequence.
Thicker than arguments, temptations throng,
At best more watchful this, but that more strong.
The action of the stronger to suspend,
Reason still use, to reason still attend.
Attention, habit and experience gains;
Each strengthens reason, and self-love restrains.
Let subtle schoolmen teach these friends to fight,
More studious to divide than to unite,
And grace and virtue, sense and reason split,
With all the rash dexterity of wit:
Wits, just like fools, at war about a name,
Have full as oft no meaning, or the same.
Self-love and reason to one end aspire,
Pain their aversion, pleasure their desire;
But greedy that its object would devour,
This taste the honey, and not wound the flow'r:
Pleasure, or wrong or rightly understood,
Our greatest evil, or our greatest good.
III.
Modes of self-love the passions we may call:
'Tis real good, or seeming, moves them all:
But since not every good we can divide,
And reason bids us for our own provide;
Passions, though selfish, if their means be fair,
List under reason, and deserve her care;
Those, that imparted, court a nobler aim,
Exalt their kind, and take some virtue's name.
In lazy apathy let Stoics boast
Their virtue fix'd, 'tis fix'd as in a frost;
Contracted all, retiring to the breast;
But strength of mind is exercise, not rest:
The rising tempest puts in act the soul,
Parts it may ravage, but preserves the whole.
On life's vast ocean diversely we sail,
Reason the card, but passion is the gale;
Nor God alone in the still calm we find,
He mounts the storm, and walks upon the wind.
Passions, like elements, though born to fight,
Yet, mix'd and soften'd, in his work unite:
These 'tis enough to temper and employ;
But what composes man, can man destroy?
Suffice that reason keep to nature's road,
Subject, compound them, follow her and God.
Love, hope, and joy, fair pleasure's smiling train,
Hate, fear, and grief, the family of pain,
These mix'd with art, and to due bounds confin'd,
Make and maintain the balance of the mind:
The lights and shades, whose well accorded strife
Gives all the strength and colour of our life.
Pleasures are ever in our hands or eyes,
And when in act they cease, in prospect, rise:
Present to grasp, and future still to find,
The whole employ of body and of mind.
All spread their charms, but charm not all alike;
On diff'rent senses diff'rent objects strike;
Hence diff'rent passions more or less inflame,
As strong or weak, the organs of the frame;
And hence one master passion in the breast,
Like Aaron's serpent, swallows up the rest.
As man, perhaps, the moment of his breath,
Receives the lurking principle of death;
The young disease, that must subdue at length,
Grows with his growth, and strengthens with his strength:
So, cast and mingled with his very frame,
The mind's disease, its ruling passion came;
Each vital humour which should feed the whole,
Soon flows to this, in body and in soul.
Whatever warms the heart, or fills the head,
As the mind opens, and its functions spread,
Imagination plies her dang'rous art,
And pours it all upon the peccant part.
Nature its mother, habit is its nurse;
Wit, spirit, faculties, but make it worse;
Reason itself but gives it edge and pow'r;
As Heav'n's blest beam turns vinegar more sour.
We, wretched subjects, though to lawful sway,
In this weak queen some fav'rite still obey:
Ah! if she lend not arms, as well as rules,
What can she more than tell us we are fools?
Teach us to mourn our nature, not to mend,
A sharp accuser, but a helpless friend!
Or from a judge turn pleader, to persuade
The choice we make, or justify it made;
Proud of an easy conquest all along,
She but removes weak passions for the strong:
So, when small humours gather to a gout,
The doctor fancies he has driv'n them out.
Yes, nature's road must ever be preferr'd;
Reason is here no guide, but still a guard:
'Tis hers to rectify, not overthrow,
And treat this passion more as friend than foe:
A mightier pow'r the strong direction sends,
And sev'ral men impels to sev'ral ends.
Like varying winds, by other passions toss'd,
This drives them constant to a certain coast.
Let pow'r or knowledge, gold or glory, please,
Or (oft more strong than all) the love of ease;
Through life 'tis followed, ev'n at life's expense;
The merchant's toil, the sage's indolence,
The monk's humility, the hero's pride,
All, all alike, find reason on their side.
Th' eternal art educing good from ill,
Grafts on this passion our best principle:
'Tis thus the mercury of man is fix'd,
Strong grows the virtue with his nature mix'd;
The dross cements what else were too refin'd,
And in one interest body acts with mind.
As fruits, ungrateful to the planter's care,
On savage stocks inserted, learn to bear;
The surest virtues thus from passions shoot,
Wild nature's vigor working at the root.
What crops of wit and honesty appear
From spleen, from obstinacy, hate, or fear!
See anger, zeal and fortitude supply;
Ev'n av'rice, prudence; sloth, philosophy;
Lust, through some certain strainers well refin'd,
Is gentle love, and charms all womankind;
Envy, to which th' ignoble mind's a slave,
Is emulation in the learn'd or brave;
Nor virtue, male or female, can we name,
But what will grow on pride, or grow on shame.
Thus nature gives us (let it check our pride)
The virtue nearest to our vice allied:
Reason the byass turns to good from ill,
And Nero reigns a Titus, if he will.
The fiery soul abhorr'd in Catiline,
In Decius charms, in Curtius is divine:
The same ambition can destroy or save,
And make a patriot as it makes a knave.
IV.
This light and darkness in our chaos join'd,
What shall divide? The God within the mind.
Extremes in nature equal ends produce,
In man they join to some mysterious use;
Though each by turns the other's bound invade,
As, in some well-wrought picture, light and shade,
And oft so mix, the diff'rence is too nice
Where ends the virtue, or begins the vice.
Fools! who from hence into the notion fall,
That vice or virtue there is none at all.
If white and black blend, soften, and unite
A thousand ways, is there no black or white?
Ask your own heart, and nothing is so plain;
'Tis to mistake them, costs the time and pain.
V.
Vice is a monster of so frightful mien,
As, to be hated, needs but to be seen;
Yet seen too oft, familiar with her face,
We first endure, then pity, then embrace.
But where th' extreme of vice, was ne'er agreed:
Ask where's the North? at York, 'tis on the Tweed;
In Scotland, at the Orcades; and there,
At Greenland, Zembla, or the Lord knows where:
No creature owns it in the first degree,
But thinks his neighbour farther gone than he!
Ev'n those who dwell beneath its very zone,
Or never feel the rage, or never own;
What happier natures shrink at with affright,
The hard inhabitant contends is right.
VI.
Virtuous and vicious ev'ry man must be,
Few in th' extreme, but all in the degree;
The rogue and fool by fits is fair and wise;
And ev'n the best, by fits, what they despise.
'Tis but by parts we follow good or ill,
For, vice or virtue, self directs it still;
Each individual seeks a sev'ral goal;
But heav'n's great view is one, and that the whole:
That counterworks each folly and caprice;
That disappoints th' effect of ev'ry vice;
That, happy frailties to all ranks applied,
Shame to the virgin, to the matron pride,
Fear to the statesman, rashness to the chief,
To kings presumption, and to crowds belief,
That, virtue's ends from vanity can raise,
Which seeks no int'rest, no reward but praise;
And build on wants, and on defects of mind,
The joy, the peace, the glory of mankind.
Heav'n forming each on other to depend,
A master, or a servant, or a friend,
Bids each on other for assistance call,
'Till one man's weakness grows the strength of all.
Wants, frailties, passions, closer still ally
The common int'rest, or endear the tie:
To these we owe true friendship, love sincere,
Each home-felt joy that life inherits here;
Yet from the same we learn, in its decline,
Those joys, those loves, those int'rests to resign;
Taught half by reason, half by mere decay,
To welcome death, and calmly pass away.
Whate'er the passion, knowledge, fame, or pelf,
Not one will change his neighbour with himself.
The learn'd is happy nature to explore,
The fool is happy that he knows no more;
The rich is happy in the plenty giv'n,
The poor contents him with the care of heav'n.
See the blind beggar dance, the cripple sing,
The sot a hero, lunatic a king;
The starving chemist in his golden views
Supremely blest, the poet in his Muse.
See some strange comfort ev'ry state attend,
And pride bestow'd on all, a common friend;
See some fit passion ev'ry age supply,
Hope travels through, nor quits us when we die.
Behold the child, by nature's kindly law,
Pleas'd with a rattle, tickl'd with a straw:
Some livelier plaything gives his youth delight,
A little louder, but as empty quite:
Scarfs, garters, gold, amuse his riper stage,
And beads and pray'r books are the toys of age:
Pleas'd with this bauble still, as that before;
'Till tir'd he sleeps, and life's poor play is o'er!
Meanwhile opinion gilds with varying rays
Those painted clouds that beautify our days;
Each want of happiness by hope supplied,
And each vacuity of sense by Pride:
These build as fast as knowledge can destroy;
In folly's cup still laughs the bubble, joy;
One prospect lost, another still we gain;
And not a vanity is giv'n in vain;
Ev'n mean self-love becomes, by force divine,
The scale to measure others' wants by thine.
See! and confess, one comfort still must rise,
'Tis this: Though man's a fool, yet God is wise.
sexta-feira, 19 de dezembro de 2014
"Mal de Amor", de Anna Amélia Queiroz Carneiro de Mendonça
Toda pena de amor, por mais que doa,
no próprio amor encontra recompensa.
As lágrimas que causa a indiferença,
seca-as depressa uma palavra boa.
A mão que fere, o ferro que agrilhoa,
obstáculos não são que amor não vença.
Amor transforma em luz a treva densa.
Por um sorriso amor tudo perdoa.
Ai de quem muito amar não sendo amado,
e depois de sofrer tanta amargura,
pela mão que o feriu não for curado.
Noutra parte há de em vão buscar ventura.
Fica-lhe o coração despedaçado,
que o mal de amor só nesse amor tem cura.
no próprio amor encontra recompensa.
As lágrimas que causa a indiferença,
seca-as depressa uma palavra boa.
A mão que fere, o ferro que agrilhoa,
obstáculos não são que amor não vença.
Amor transforma em luz a treva densa.
Por um sorriso amor tudo perdoa.
Ai de quem muito amar não sendo amado,
e depois de sofrer tanta amargura,
pela mão que o feriu não for curado.
Noutra parte há de em vão buscar ventura.
Fica-lhe o coração despedaçado,
que o mal de amor só nesse amor tem cura.
quarta-feira, 10 de dezembro de 2014
"A Coffin is a small Domain", de Emily Dickinson
Hoje, 10 de Dezembro, mas em 1830, nascia Emily Dickinson, que para quem me conhece um tanto já deve saber quem quem ela é.
Digo "quem ela é" e não "quem ela foi", porque quem é lembrado não morre a última morte. Seu corpo já se foi, mas seu nome e seu trabalho ainda estão vivos.
Ela escreveu na paz tumultuada de sua solidão preferida sobre morte e imortalidade, mas em raros momentos de maneira sombria ou melancólica. Ao contrário - a certeza da morte e a promessa de uma vida para a alma a motivavam a escrever sobre aquelas pequenas alegrias que inundam o dia e que, se pudéssemos tão facilmente perceber, nos paralisariam por causar perplexidade. A abelha, uma flor, uma flecha, a visita de um mercador, um sonho estranho, um anel... O que passa batido para uns foi imortalizado por ela em alguns versos escritos além das regras da língua inglesa e sob o uso indomável de seus travessões. E ela também falava desses pensamentos insuspeitos que nos ocorrem quando a mente arranja um tempo livre, não importa com o que estivermos nos ocupando. Como seria a vida no Brasil, como é tentar lembrar um sentimento que já se esqueceu, o que representa encarar os próprios medos, ou o que um balão espera de sua passagem pelo mundo.
Viveu, escreveu, foi assaltada por tristezas com as mortes de entes queridos e amigos que vieram tão rápidas uma após a outra. Mas, como essas linhas exibidas querem fazer mostrar, através de mim e das minhas palavras metidas, assim como através de outros tantos, ela continuará vivendo.
A Coffin—is a small Domain,
Yet able to contain
A Citizen of Paradise
In it diminished Plane.
A Grave—is a restricted Breadth—
Yet ampler than the Sun—
And all the Seas He populates
And Lands He looks upon
To Him who on its small Repose
Bestows a single Friend—
Circumference without Relief—
Or Estimate—or End—
Um caixão é reino pequenino,
Mas pode conter
Um Cidadão do Paraíso
No seu mundo diminuto.
Um túmulo é largura restrita
Mas é mais amplo que o Sol
E todos os mares que ele povoa
E as terras que ele vigia.
Para aquele que ao pequeno descanso
Confere um único amigo
Há circunferência sem remédio
Ou estimativa, ou fim.
Digo "quem ela é" e não "quem ela foi", porque quem é lembrado não morre a última morte. Seu corpo já se foi, mas seu nome e seu trabalho ainda estão vivos.
Ela escreveu na paz tumultuada de sua solidão preferida sobre morte e imortalidade, mas em raros momentos de maneira sombria ou melancólica. Ao contrário - a certeza da morte e a promessa de uma vida para a alma a motivavam a escrever sobre aquelas pequenas alegrias que inundam o dia e que, se pudéssemos tão facilmente perceber, nos paralisariam por causar perplexidade. A abelha, uma flor, uma flecha, a visita de um mercador, um sonho estranho, um anel... O que passa batido para uns foi imortalizado por ela em alguns versos escritos além das regras da língua inglesa e sob o uso indomável de seus travessões. E ela também falava desses pensamentos insuspeitos que nos ocorrem quando a mente arranja um tempo livre, não importa com o que estivermos nos ocupando. Como seria a vida no Brasil, como é tentar lembrar um sentimento que já se esqueceu, o que representa encarar os próprios medos, ou o que um balão espera de sua passagem pelo mundo.
Viveu, escreveu, foi assaltada por tristezas com as mortes de entes queridos e amigos que vieram tão rápidas uma após a outra. Mas, como essas linhas exibidas querem fazer mostrar, através de mim e das minhas palavras metidas, assim como através de outros tantos, ela continuará vivendo.
A Coffin—is a small Domain,
Yet able to contain
A Citizen of Paradise
In it diminished Plane.
A Grave—is a restricted Breadth—
Yet ampler than the Sun—
And all the Seas He populates
And Lands He looks upon
To Him who on its small Repose
Bestows a single Friend—
Circumference without Relief—
Or Estimate—or End—
Um caixão é reino pequenino,
Mas pode conter
Um Cidadão do Paraíso
No seu mundo diminuto.
Um túmulo é largura restrita
Mas é mais amplo que o Sol
E todos os mares que ele povoa
E as terras que ele vigia.
Para aquele que ao pequeno descanso
Confere um único amigo
Há circunferência sem remédio
Ou estimativa, ou fim.
terça-feira, 30 de setembro de 2014
As a Warrior of sorts
I've never thought myself as a Warrior. As an Asatru-oriented pagan I often see myself at odds firstly because I'm Brazilian (and that's enough for some people abroad to claim I'm not supposed to be Asatruar) but mostly because I don't think I fit in this "warrior culture" mold that comes up with the Heathen Hammer.
Turned out I can see myself as a warrior of sorts. When I graduated I didn't make vows about fighting, but it turns out it is all about fighting, about enduring, about outthinking and outlasting, about never giving up. I am a teacher. I am not a marine, not a navy officer, not an unsung fireman or policeman, not a pilot. I can't even ride a bike.
But I took up a mantle of responsability many shared before and that now I share with countless many too. I realized that at some point in my journey I felt that it was up to me, as it must have been up to many alongside, to make a stand against this terrible monster, this terrible enemy. I picked up a fight not against a monster of myths, not against an enemy group, not against a foreign threat. I've chosen to fight ignorance, the mother of all monsters, and denounce it wherever I find it festering.
While I don't physically put myself to the test of blood and sweat, while I don't hear bullets and cuts, I do put myself to the test. I strive to endure, sometimes feeling all alone, against an overwhelming tide of ill news that show up that we are driving ourselves as a race towards disrepair and cataclysm. But I harbor hope and I don't give up, I try my best to remain sharp in mind and stalwart in heart. With each word and gesture, through my actions, I seek to make something good prevail amidst displays of ignorance beyond count.
Like many before me, like the many I stand among, and like many will do in days to come, I've chosen to fight trouble before it takes up a hideous form. I've chosen, perhaps, to dedicate a lifetime fighting ignorance, misinformation, intollerance, oppression... Evil lurking within in all its forms. I've chosen to take up a fight not against an enemy without, not against some enemy beyond, but against the enemy within.
That, I know, is a fight that can never be won, but must always be fought. I strive to be not one to give up. There can't be victory, or so it seems, so I will fight for as long as my nows come with the passing time.
There is a Hall far ahead where Warriors can drink, but there are many Halls more, and on some I think I might be welcome. Down here, far from the stars, it's easy to feel alone and ignored. But there are silent ties that bind us together with the Aloft ones, and I know I must speak because they hear.
I carry no cutting blade, I carry no projectiles to puncture flesh and bone, but I am not unnarmed. Wit and tongue and hand suffice for now.
And on this precise now I must rest, for tomorrow another sort-of-a-fight starts again. I can't lose ground. What I rallied must be thought. Ignorance stirs, but so do countless wills to lead our minds and hearts to prevail against it.
Skal!
Turned out I can see myself as a warrior of sorts. When I graduated I didn't make vows about fighting, but it turns out it is all about fighting, about enduring, about outthinking and outlasting, about never giving up. I am a teacher. I am not a marine, not a navy officer, not an unsung fireman or policeman, not a pilot. I can't even ride a bike.
But I took up a mantle of responsability many shared before and that now I share with countless many too. I realized that at some point in my journey I felt that it was up to me, as it must have been up to many alongside, to make a stand against this terrible monster, this terrible enemy. I picked up a fight not against a monster of myths, not against an enemy group, not against a foreign threat. I've chosen to fight ignorance, the mother of all monsters, and denounce it wherever I find it festering.
While I don't physically put myself to the test of blood and sweat, while I don't hear bullets and cuts, I do put myself to the test. I strive to endure, sometimes feeling all alone, against an overwhelming tide of ill news that show up that we are driving ourselves as a race towards disrepair and cataclysm. But I harbor hope and I don't give up, I try my best to remain sharp in mind and stalwart in heart. With each word and gesture, through my actions, I seek to make something good prevail amidst displays of ignorance beyond count.
Like many before me, like the many I stand among, and like many will do in days to come, I've chosen to fight trouble before it takes up a hideous form. I've chosen, perhaps, to dedicate a lifetime fighting ignorance, misinformation, intollerance, oppression... Evil lurking within in all its forms. I've chosen to take up a fight not against an enemy without, not against some enemy beyond, but against the enemy within.
That, I know, is a fight that can never be won, but must always be fought. I strive to be not one to give up. There can't be victory, or so it seems, so I will fight for as long as my nows come with the passing time.
There is a Hall far ahead where Warriors can drink, but there are many Halls more, and on some I think I might be welcome. Down here, far from the stars, it's easy to feel alone and ignored. But there are silent ties that bind us together with the Aloft ones, and I know I must speak because they hear.
I carry no cutting blade, I carry no projectiles to puncture flesh and bone, but I am not unnarmed. Wit and tongue and hand suffice for now.
And on this precise now I must rest, for tomorrow another sort-of-a-fight starts again. I can't lose ground. What I rallied must be thought. Ignorance stirs, but so do countless wills to lead our minds and hearts to prevail against it.
Skal!
terça-feira, 16 de setembro de 2014
Sobre a Vontade
O ser humano é sempre capaz de mais. De fazer um prédio mais durável, um remédio mais eficaz, uma máquina mais poderosa, uma descoberta mais impactante, a arte mais rica. Mas para isso é preciso tentar. A alegria de descobrir e conquistar não é para quem cruza os braços ou se apassiva diante da vida e dos desafios infinitos que ela oferece, ou que toma a tagarelice por ação.
É infinitamente mais fácil ser número do que ser gente. É muito mais confortável e menos desgastante ser aquele que espera do que aquele que faz, e ser aquele que ganha do que aquele que conquista. É mais fácil viver com a programação básica da preguiça e do medo do que desbravar os desafios da vida a base de coragem e sonhos. Paixão, talvez seja isso que falte para quem não se sente desafiado a viver intensamente. Aquela vontade de mudança, um desvario capaz de tirar o vivente da zona de conforto.
Barcos ancorados estão seguros nos portos, mas não foi para isso que os barcos foram feitos. Pode-se passar toda uma vida boa com o mínimo, ou lutar-se para conquistar muito mais. Perdendo ou ganhando, o que importa é a luta. É o caminho que faz crescer, pois a meta sempre pode mudar. Viagem é viagem por causa do caminho, não por causa do destino.
É infinitamente mais fácil ser número do que ser gente. É muito mais confortável e menos desgastante ser aquele que espera do que aquele que faz, e ser aquele que ganha do que aquele que conquista. É mais fácil viver com a programação básica da preguiça e do medo do que desbravar os desafios da vida a base de coragem e sonhos. Paixão, talvez seja isso que falte para quem não se sente desafiado a viver intensamente. Aquela vontade de mudança, um desvario capaz de tirar o vivente da zona de conforto.
Barcos ancorados estão seguros nos portos, mas não foi para isso que os barcos foram feitos. Pode-se passar toda uma vida boa com o mínimo, ou lutar-se para conquistar muito mais. Perdendo ou ganhando, o que importa é a luta. É o caminho que faz crescer, pois a meta sempre pode mudar. Viagem é viagem por causa do caminho, não por causa do destino.
quarta-feira, 10 de setembro de 2014
Sometimes it feels like I'm a rotten tree still upright but already dead. Thin and hollow. My roots suck nothing from the ground, and my trees have fallen and withered away long ago. My flowers and my fruit lay crumbling to dust before me as dreams dashed and hopes crashed.
Yet people take my verticality for a sign that I'm alive, and I can fool myself agreeing with them. I just forgot to fall down. The sap is still.
Yet people take my verticality for a sign that I'm alive, and I can fool myself agreeing with them. I just forgot to fall down. The sap is still.
quarta-feira, 27 de agosto de 2014
"Forever is composed of Nows", de Emily Dickinson
Forever – is composed of Nows –
‘Tis not a different time –
Except for Infiniteness –
And Latitude of Home –
From this – experienced Here –
Remove the Dates – to These –
Let Months dissolve in further Months –
And Years – exhale in Years –
Without Debate – or Pause –
Or Celebrated Days –
No different Our Years would be
From Anno Dominies –
"Para Sempre" – é composto de Agoras –
Não são tempos diferentes –
Senão pela Infinitude –
E Latitude do Lar –
Desse – Aqui vivenciado –
Remova-se as Datas – e tem-se Aquele –
Dissolvam-se os Meses em Meses por vir –
E Anos – exalem em Anos –
Sem Debate – ou Pausa –
Ou Dias de Celebração –
Em nada difeririam Nossos Anos
De Annis Domini –
‘Tis not a different time –
Except for Infiniteness –
And Latitude of Home –
From this – experienced Here –
Remove the Dates – to These –
Let Months dissolve in further Months –
And Years – exhale in Years –
Without Debate – or Pause –
Or Celebrated Days –
No different Our Years would be
From Anno Dominies –
"Para Sempre" – é composto de Agoras –
Não são tempos diferentes –
Senão pela Infinitude –
E Latitude do Lar –
Desse – Aqui vivenciado –
Remova-se as Datas – e tem-se Aquele –
Dissolvam-se os Meses em Meses por vir –
E Anos – exalem em Anos –
Sem Debate – ou Pausa –
Ou Dias de Celebração –
Em nada difeririam Nossos Anos
De Annis Domini –
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